{mixed feelings}

TGIF! I'm so happy that it is Friday. :)

Dan has the night off of work tonight so we are going to have a date night! We'll probably go see a movie or rent one and have a nice dinner somewhere. I can't wait until he has a day shift job...and we can live like normal people. He has been on 3rd shift ever since we moved in together almost 6 *gasp* years ago...hard to believe it has been that long!! 3rd has been SO tough on him and us and with both of us wanting to try to have a baby, we really want to get him out of there. I just can't imagine being pregnant/having a baby and being alone almost every night...really scares me.

I'm feeling pretty sad today...missing my Grandma and Grandpa. It is just so strange to think that their lives aren't being lived anymore...that everything about them is just a memory. I am having a hard time grasping that. Someone else is living in their house, driving their car, sitting in their seats at church. I just can't get my brain to wrap around it yet. I know with time it will get a little easier, but I will never stop missing them.

On a happy note, I'm really looking forward to the weekend. We are supposed to have really beautiful weather and we have so many house projects to work on. Our porch railing needs to be painted, so hopefully tomorrow I can work on that (even though I am sort of dreading it...such tedious work painting all of those rails). I'll just put some music on and try to make it a party. :)

Hope everyone has a wonderful Friday and weekend!!

xoxo