{change}

I've never been the kind of person that has embraced change. Until a year or so ago I actually avoided it, big changes that is. The few times that I've moved in my life have been very hard on me, adjusting to new jobs, changes in relationships. Having the boys, I think, has been a turning point for me. I've learned in the past 9 months just how much I can handle, even when I feel like I'm hanging on by the thinnest of strings.

Right now, not only am I still dealing with the challenges of being a full-time working mom of twins, but I also have a husband that works the night shift, I'm buying a house, selling a house, and now to add to the list, dealing with some heavy family drama. Like not speaking to a close family member drama. Things have been said and feelings have been poured out and now I'm hanging on and hoping it will all work out. I don't regret one single word. Sometimes things have to get worse before they can get better, right?

Anyhow...please say a little prayer for me and my heart. It is hurting right now.